The day my Angel was due

Well, our expected due date with our first angel baby is tomorrow, May the 28, 2011,I should have been having a baby this week. I am still so sad.

YES I am SO thankful for the bean inside me now, I am! But this baby can never replace the ones lost. I love this baby entirely seperatly so don't think I am not greatful for it, I am!

I am just grieving my angel baby that was lost, and for all of you that may have angel babies it is OK to grieve them even though you may be pg again or have children since. It is OK, they were once our babies, inside of us, growing and oh so very loved.

 It just still breaks my heart.

8wks 1 day!!

We had an Ultrasound today! Baby is one day ahead of schedule at 8weeks and 1 day!!
EDD 12/25/2011

A day for birth!

Today is a GREAT BIG DAY! A BIRTH DAY!! My dear friend is having her little boy today! Every birth is so special and dear and this one extra special! A long story short: She has struggled with infertility for years, her eggs have had issues, she had a failed IVF once before with a 3 day transfer. She then switched REs and did a 5 day transfer and all the sudden she got a BIG FAT POSITIVE pregnancy test! Well fast forward several months and HER WATER BROKE today!! She is 37 weeks along and ready to meet her little miracle, what a wonderful special day. I pray that her delivery goes speedy fast and perfect!
GOD IS GOOD!