O2 Laparoscopy Surgery Day

The sun is rising, casting a beautiful orange glow across the morning sky. I load the kids in the car and tell my hubby I will drive. You see today is surgery day, and driving is the one thing in this day I can control. I am nervous. I keep reminding myself that Jesus is my rock, and in Him will I trust. I keep having this awful thought that maybe I will die and then my children will be motherless. I am scared. Stiff.

The Visit

This will be short, before my surgery I had an appt with my OBGYN for my yearly, (which went well) I let him know I was very nervous about the upcoming surgery, I have never been put out before, I had a C-section several years ago, but was awake and had no time to prepare or be nervous.