O2 Laparoscopy Surgery Day

The sun is rising, casting a beautiful orange glow across the morning sky. I load the kids in the car and tell my hubby I will drive. You see today is surgery day, and driving is the one thing in this day I can control. I am nervous. I keep reminding myself that Jesus is my rock, and in Him will I trust. I keep having this awful thought that maybe I will die and then my children will be motherless. I am scared. Stiff.

The Visit

This will be short, before my surgery I had an appt with my OBGYN for my yearly, (which went well) I let him know I was very nervous about the upcoming surgery, I have never been put out before, I had a C-section several years ago, but was awake and had no time to prepare or be nervous.

Pre-Op

Alright, so I had my laparoscopy surgery last Friday, I want to tell you all about my pre-op experience, then the surgery and then the recovery (I am still in that phase). So this will be broken into a few posts.
My OBGYN does the surgery via a laser and he performs the surgeries at Oklahoma Surgical Hospital. An amazing place, I swear everyone that works there has to go to charm school.

To TTC or not to TTC

To be or not to be.... that is the question.... I feel as though I am making a decision on borrowed time. So many thoughts swirl through my head and emotions in my heart. Warning this post is just ramblings as I sort the thoughts in my head and heart. It helps to get them out. Maybe someone out there gets it?

The News My OBGYN Broke to Me

Well, this post is written with a sad heart.....  I have been having a lot of pain in my uterine area, since October really. I have a lot of weird symptoms which I will list for you.....some graphic detail...

Noah - The last days

This is AMAZING!
Noah The Movie

It is all about me.....

"For the world offers only a craving for physical pleasure, a craving for everything we see, and pride in our achievements and possessions. These are not from the Father, but are from this world." NLT 
1 John 2:16
"For all that is in the world, the lust of the flesh, and the lust of the eyes, and the pride of life, is not of the Father, but is of the world." KJV