Hello Mango!!

Ok so I really do NOT like mangos, AT ALL! BLEH!!
But my darling little baby boy or girl is the size of a mango today, 6 inches and a half a pound! WOW! Can you believe that?!
I am 18 weeks and 1 day today. I am feeling the baby move more everyday and I am am so thankful with each passing day that my baby grows big and strong and my body has no clots! YAY!!

I had an interesting run in with the police over the weekend, which I will share later on today or tomorrow, but for now here is a picture of my 16 week belly!

My baby girl

My little tiny 4lb 6oz baby girl...... will be 7 tomorrow.  Wow! Time flies!
It seems like just yesterday I was so scared waiting for my momma to get to the hospital (and my ex too who was busy getting a cheeseburger) so they could start my C-Section. I was shaking and so scared something terrible would happen to my precious little girl. During a NST the nurse got her heart beat at 90 when it had normally been 155. The nurse freaked out! And called the doc who said "lets have a baby now"! Well by time the doctor got there her heart was back to 155, I really think the nurse heard the pulse of my placenta but it is what it is......

At 1pm exactly on July 15th 2004 at 34.5 weeks preggo, my little girl breathed the breath of life, her pediatrician was there, and the first thing he said about her was "SHES PEEING ON ME" Hehe!! She was so healthy and beautiful. A perfect precious healthy little pink bundle of joy. I didn't know my life had changed forever. But it had. It was no longer my own, my life and heart now belonged to this tiny little person staring up at me.

As the years have gone by my love for her has grown with such intensity, I can't physically stand it sometimes. She is my joy, my love, and the apple of mine and Jeffs eyes. We adore her and I praise Jesus every day for her. Of course it would be another 18 months before she met Jeff, her daddy, but he fell so in love with her too. Our family is so full of love and laughter because of this one little girl that decided against all odds, (birth control, and my blood clotting, car accident) she would be born.

My sweet little blessing from the Lord or most high King. She has been dedicated, given back to our Father in heaven and I know he looks down on her with such pride and such love, surrounding her with safety and gifts to serve and love others thats surpass any I have EVER seen. She is our special little love bug.

Happy birthday tomorrow my precious little baby girl.
XOXO
Mommy

Medical Records-I'd like my VBAC please!!

 I had a C-Section with my daughter in 2004. The practice I used was a docs office upstairs and a women hospital down stairs. The practice closed and my doc moved practices. She stored her records at another hospital. I have requested med records 2 times now and got everything they had twice. They are very nice to deal with. Problem is on C-section day the whole surgery is missing besides one sheet of paper. My doc needs the surgery notes in order to allow me a Vbac vbac. The regular notes go from 12:30pm when doc orders the ER CS and then nothing until 4:00pm so 3 1/2 hours are missing. I know Chey was born at 1pm and placenta delivered at 1:02. That's it! There was another doc present. But it's my understanding med rec are stored by patient name not doc. So anyway I decided I would call the hospital that has the records AGAIN annnnddddd get this, they have had software issues for MONTHS and can't find anyones stuff because its all in numbered boxes. And she said it could be months before they find anything. Really!? Just REALLY!!

Thankfully  I'm not due for 5.5 months but I want to get my ducks in a row... My worst case will be to go into labor and decline CS at the hospital....
My doc will let me go to 41 weeks or Jan 2 without a C-section......so say a prayer that someone somewhere finds the records!!